split it out...

wen last tues i wuz stayin wif bri, i plan 2 spilt eveytin 2 justin..so i juz waited 4 him 2 on9.

guess wad?? he aso on9...so i start d convo normal, which bri start 1st..thn i cont 2 chat...while as usual..thn i tell him dat i cnnt 4get him..guess wad he said...he dun hv d love feelin at all...*damn weirdo*...wen ask him 4 a chance...haha..bt i feel i over do it....bri wuz got pissed aftr she c my face..coz i cry aftr i chat wif him...he seriously dun understnd my feelin...y guyz r like dat???????? i wuz love him mur thn 1 yr *i guess* and im stil luv him alot...he juz scared tat wen i couple up wif him oni thing i cn get is HURT...bt justin truust me o nt ...1dy u wil approach 2 me...mayb itz 2 late 4 me dy...bt i wont hurt u wad u did 2 me...im sorie 2 said!! n bri luv u alot...i hapi 2 get a frn lk u...

the stupid thing is, i did alot of stuff is juz 2 get u...bt u nvr relize wad m i doin o u juz dun gv a damn bout it...its realy hurtin justin...whenever i think bout tiz...

misunderstandin :(

last tuesday i wuz hvin clz till 5..so i plan 2 put up a nite at bri plc...while i wuz takin nap, lydia wuz sms me askin me wheather im cumin bck hum o nt...bt a dy b4 i alrdy inform her tat i wil stayin at bri's plc...i nvr realize she d 1 sms me...coz i wuz vry tired n couldnt woke up 2 reply d msg...thn arnd 7.30 i rply her...bt she rply me damn rude...i duno y?? thn i guess she complain tiz 2 her mum....n her mum tell my mum dat i leave her alone at hum. i duno y she nvr understnd my situation...i wuz vry tired travelin up n down...n guess wad.. she nt talkin 2 me wen i wen bck hum...nt even a 'hi" aso...wad m i suppose 2 do?? i alwiz treat her as my sis...i nvr do bad 2 her...whenevr i cook food 4 me, i aso wil cook 4 her...i nr treat her as my frn...i treat her mur thn a frn...newayz aftr tiz i duno wad 2 tel...i juz move on as usual...i noe itz nt my fault...newayz if my fault aso i would like 2 said sori 2 her...

" im sori lydia"

damn depression:(

tiz few day i feel damn screwed up..coz d major prob i gt barred 4 1 sub

PSYCHO!!!!!

thn i cnnt go bck home 4 holy thursday which is 2dy...

y god alwiz gv me alot of test..

i hope i will over my test n go bck 2 my family..

i hate kl 2 d MAX!!!!

especially my UNI!!

i hope i goin 2 transfer my degree 2 another uni..

n i dun feel wanna gv trouble 4 my parents..

since i born, i kept on givin them alot of troublesome..

nt a gladness 4 them..

y m i alwiz doin tiz 2 them???

i hope i gt unbarred 4 tiz sub..

n leave kl soon....:(

IM LUCKY 2 HAVE A PARENTS LIKE THEM...
i love u appa & amma...