single / in relationship???

being single is mur better o being in relationship??
i feel nw..being single is more better thn in relationship
althought i love him madly...aftr i think bout my life...i shud thanked him...
bt in deep down my heart ur stil ter...
ur d 1 dat no 1 can abolished it....
for nw...my study,family n frns is more important...
mayb 1 day u wil b standin infront of me, n ask me wil u be mine???
i smile n answer "definitely i do....."
i would nt be hurt ur feelin lk u did 2 me...
:p
"holy shit wad m i crapin"
but wad m i tellin is goin 2 happen 1day....im waitin 4 it...
sure most of them thinkin im mad..crazy...stupid...dumb...n watever...
but i gt hope,confident,trust that he wil turn bck 2 me 1dy...
n most important things is GOD..he wit me alwiz n answerin my prayers all...