all about me...

all about me...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

rehab

From Rihanna's new album,Good Girl Gone Bad)
Baby babyWhen we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's deadI feel so empty and hollow
And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blameAnd now I feel like....oh!
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab'Cause baby you're my disease
Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept (?)
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I
'd be thereIt's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta ean myself off of you
And I'll never give myself to another the way
I gave it to youYou don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame'Cause now I feel like....oh!
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it'
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab'Cause baby you're my disease
Now ladies gimme that...
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
Now gimme that...Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
My ladies gimme that...Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
Now gimme that...Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohhOh!
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it'
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab'Cause baby you're my disease

kinda true bout me n justin...

:) & :(

after so long blogin...
damn bowink...
mingle my single life...
but sumtym feel lonely...like no 1 care bout me..:"(
ermm...life goin on sucks!!!
stil kept on thinkin bout justin...
n yea wont 4get bout 1 fri tat wen out wif so called "crazy gang"
v drink, hauntin frm 12.30am til 7.30am...damn cool....
cant 4get d moment wif bri, arsh,milo,sheki,resh,rav,laura,,n nesh....
i juz missed evry sec tat i enjoy wif them...
miss them alot!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

calm me down...

- JuZz - just sent you a nudge.

- JuZz - says:
hey
waddup???
-chriz- says:
- JuZz - says:
yeah
-chriz- says:
sori 4 late
- JuZz - says:
itz ok
-chriz- says:
hye y u dun wan commit in any relationship 4 nw
- JuZz - says:
cz i dun wana gt tied down
i dun feel like gettin into any relation nw
relationship*
bsides im nt de serious kinda guy la
-chriz- says:
serious mean in which way
- JuZz - says:
serious in relationship
-chriz- says:
ok
yeah is ur life i cnnt force u also lar
- JuZz - says:
hmmm.....ok
-chriz- says:
so after tiz u wont wil b in relationship ar
- JuZz - says:
ermmm......duno la
dat 1 i duno
bt 4 nw i dun feel like it
-chriz- says:
ok...
- JuZz - says:
im reli sori
k
-chriz- says:
hye itz k...
- JuZz - says:
bsides u r a nice gurl
im sure u cn find sum1 else beta than me
sum1 dat luvs u
-chriz- says:
but didnt u say dat i wont deserve a better guy den me.
wats dat suppose to mean
- JuZz - says:
huh???
wen i said dat la????
-chriz- says:
wen i confess 2 u ...u said d words lar
- JuZz - says:
i said u deserve a beta guy then me
-chriz- says:
- JuZz - says:
neva mind la
4gt it
-chriz- says:
ok...
newayz justin i cnnt 4got u vry fast lar...
n im sori i cnnt gv up lar...
n im wil b ur close frn after tiz...
- JuZz - says:
ermmm....yeah
-chriz- says:
u noe y i u ar
- JuZz - says:
ermmm....duno
y ar???
-chriz- says:
coz i feel lonely n i feel i cn share evrytin 2 1 person tat im vry close... i juz nid a n care tats all..
newayz after tiz i proud 2 b ur frn..
ur such a nice person i cnnt 4gt in my life lar
- JuZz - says:
hahahaha
yesa
kk
-chriz- says:
haha
y u laughin
im so serious k...
ok..
newayz dun think i wont disturb u anymore..i wil cl u evrydy n sms u...
u dun mind ryt
- JuZz - says:
ermmmm....
i might nt mind
bt i wnt b answering most of ur calls
-chriz- says:
ermm..ok tat 1 understand lar...
- JuZz - says:
cz i sleep wen u wake up....n i wake up wen u sleep
n most of de time i'll b sleepin o drinkin
-chriz- says:
yeah i noe...
oh yeah...u aso wil deserve a better gurl thn me...
- JuZz - says:
hahahaha
kk.....wateva la
-chriz- says:
bt dun 4gt im here 4 u...
- JuZz - says:
OMG
u ar
-chriz- says:
yeah..no 1 cn change me lar...
hye i gtg lar...
i catch u sum other tym...
i need 2 cook nw...
tc
- JuZz - says:
k
bye..

i feel free after tiz convo...

broken heart :(

after so long...i juz start 2 bloggin is coz of im waitin 4 hiz answer.. n at last i gt it..
it is "NO". i cnnt commit in any relationship for nw...im sori ..tiz is wat does he said 2 me at nite 11 mac..after i propose 2 him about 2 month waitin 4 him, tiz is wat i get...i feel i m dumb!! bt i stil gv up...though my frn all ask me 2 muv on..itz nt a simple things 2 forget a person tat u love d most...anyhw i love him more thn my life..n nw i realise wat is love?? wenever others cm n approach 2 me, i reject them..bt nvr feel their pain.bt nw is my turn 2 feel d pain. Coz of tat i juz wanted c which hurt is more pain? n i tuk blade n cut my hand.bt i stil cnnt stand wif d pain in my heart. im totally down..i cnnt imagine tat i wuz i tiz situation.newayz, i shud thanx 2 all my frn who gv me sum advice n support.newayz i stil love him n i wont do stupid stuff anymur. i stil wanted 2 wait 4 him til he realise hw much i love him. n i noe he wil realise bout tiz 1dy. til tat i wait 4 him...^^