feel free...bt not so...

ermm...after sumtym..nw oni i start 2 blog again...coz im screw up wif my assignment shit!!! n din sleep, eat properly...bt v stil gt tym 4 clubbin n do christmas shops..although i din do my assignment.more than tat, wat i din expected wuz goin on*duno wat m i crapin*...i din aspect tat kamaraj wil approach 2 me...i reli shock n disapointed. coz i din think him as different way.. i think him as a frn.bt the way tat he thought tat im d 1 in love wit him...bt b4 tat i gt a feelin 4 a another guyz..which is JUSTIN...bt im nt rdy 2 tel him tat im in <3.bt i feel tat he noe bout tiz...n he juz dun gv a damn...*sobs*..guys alwiz d same...bt he is nt..he is much more different frm other guyz tat i knew...although my most of frn noe bout tiz they force me 2 tel him..bt i cant coz i scared i lost my frnship wif him...i nvr ever gt a frn like him...although v less get in touch..bt i nt even 1nce i luk down on him...although he drink o smoke...although sumtimes he ignore my conversation in msn, bt im stil hapi 4 tat...n almost evrydy i chat wif him...after i chat, duno frm wer d smile in my face appear...lukin at his conversation...wat is d main reason i dun wan tel him??? i doesnt wan 2 tel him coz i scared tat he dun wan 2 accept me n although he doesnt wan i stil cn accept tat bt if he lost in touch wif me mean its wil hurt me alot...i dun wan lost him 4ever..although i nvr tel him 1dy i wil realize tat a girl love him so much until nt dare 2 tell him...newayz i miss him so much...*I MISS U JUSTIN*...more than tat im a immatured girl... i doenst like 2 take anything serious..alwiz play in evry matter...bt in this matter i cnnt think as a game...its srew me up..n its nt a high skool <3 or wat...mayb it cn b 4ever....*y m i talkin like i alrdy couple up wif him....hahahaha*....4get bout d prev sentences...i noe im nt preety o attractive..n more than tat im agree tat im vry tall coz of this most of them wont luk bck 2 me...mayb who noe d same feelin aso he might cn hv it....i hope my wish wil cum true...hehehe..n most important things i dun care hw mny ages i will b waitin...

This house is waiting, Waiting to again be a home,

Waiting as I am To be complete.

My life is waiting For you to come And hold my hand

And walk with me through tomorrow.

My world is waiting For my life to begin

And time to again Have meaning.

All and everything, And I, Await the day of joy,

The day of life, The day of love...

I am here waiting Waiting and yearning for you.

I am here waiting Waiting for the light in your eyes

To shine like a newborn star That will shine on forever.

I am here waiting Waiting for your love To finally find me.

I am here waiting It seems like forever,

Endlessly hoping That my dreams will survive,

For just one more day,

One more day I’ll spend dreaming,

dreaming, Endlessly dreaming and waiting…

Waiting for you...