im sick...

after long tym, i gt sick...its like high fever, cough n flu....im weak nw...bt wen im sick i feel like wan sum1 2 take care of me evry n each sec...n love me like a princess like kiss my forehead wen i wuz in sick...hehe...i hope sure u all noe i meant who??? bt i du noe it will happen o nt?? if he read tiz..i hope he wont angry wif me...im sorie justin... i doesnt noe who 2 share tiz?? wen i tel kalaii bout tiz,she ask me 2 stop thinkin bout him...bt i trust n believe my love...sure 1dy it will turn up...im WAITING 4 DAY!!!! im dare face tat....

feel free...bt not so...

ermm...after sumtym..nw oni i start 2 blog again...coz im screw up wif my assignment shit!!! n din sleep, eat properly...bt v stil gt tym 4 clubbin n do christmas shops..although i din do my assignment.more than tat, wat i din expected wuz goin on*duno wat m i crapin*...i din aspect tat kamaraj wil approach 2 me...i reli shock n disapointed. coz i din think him as different way.. i think him as a frn.bt the way tat he thought tat im d 1 in love wit him...bt b4 tat i gt a feelin 4 a another guyz..which is JUSTIN...bt im nt rdy 2 tel him tat im in <3.bt i feel tat he noe bout tiz...n he juz dun gv a damn...*sobs*..guys alwiz d same...bt he is nt..he is much more different frm other guyz tat i knew...although my most of frn noe bout tiz they force me 2 tel him..bt i cant coz i scared i lost my frnship wif him...i nvr ever gt a frn like him...although v less get in touch..bt i nt even 1nce i luk down on him...although he drink o smoke...although sumtimes he ignore my conversation in msn, bt im stil hapi 4 tat...n almost evrydy i chat wif him...after i chat, duno frm wer d smile in my face appear...lukin at his conversation...wat is d main reason i dun wan tel him??? i doesnt wan 2 tel him coz i scared tat he dun wan 2 accept me n although he doesnt wan i stil cn accept tat bt if he lost in touch wif me mean its wil hurt me alot...i dun wan lost him 4ever..although i nvr tel him 1dy i wil realize tat a girl love him so much until nt dare 2 tell him...newayz i miss him so much...*I MISS U JUSTIN*...more than tat im a immatured girl... i doenst like 2 take anything serious..alwiz play in evry matter...bt in this matter i cnnt think as a game...its srew me up..n its nt a high skool <3 or wat...mayb it cn b 4ever....*y m i talkin like i alrdy couple up wif him....hahahaha*....4get bout d prev sentences...i noe im nt preety o attractive..n more than tat im agree tat im vry tall coz of this most of them wont luk bck 2 me...mayb who noe d same feelin aso he might cn hv it....i hope my wish wil cum true...hehehe..n most important things i dun care hw mny ages i will b waitin...

This house is waiting, Waiting to again be a home,

Waiting as I am To be complete.

My life is waiting For you to come And hold my hand

And walk with me through tomorrow.

My world is waiting For my life to begin

And time to again Have meaning.

All and everything, And I, Await the day of joy,

The day of life, The day of love...

I am here waiting Waiting and yearning for you.

I am here waiting Waiting for the light in your eyes

To shine like a newborn star That will shine on forever.

I am here waiting Waiting for your love To finally find me.

I am here waiting It seems like forever,

Endlessly hoping That my dreams will survive,

For just one more day,

One more day I’ll spend dreaming,

dreaming, Endlessly dreaming and waiting…

Waiting for you...

I wish my bf do tiz 4 me....

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
  • be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
  • be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
  • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
  • get her mad, then kiss her.
  • tease her and let her tease you back.
  • stay up all night with her when she's sick.
  • watch her favorite movie with her.
  • kiss her forehead.
  • give her the world.
  • write her letters.
  • let her wear your clothes.
  • when she's sad, hang out with her.
  • let her know she's important.
  • let her take all the photos she wants of you.
  

• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

unaspected meet at SP corner

after d incident at pudu,next day, evry1 of us seat 4 xam(webpage) n goin bck 2 humtown coz 4 long leave,its juzt about 3 dayz..hehe...4 sure i nvr prepare it at all,then after clz i, kalaii, bri& rachel planed 2 go bri hse 4 stdy...bt wat wuz happen is kalaii pissed me off coz shout at me n make me cry... :( then i went bck 2 campus,bt kalaii n bri follow me behind then bring me hum.bt im stil tired n dun hv mood 2 do revision.so wat v wuz did is SLEEP!! n do our revision in dream...haha...then rachel put alarm aso v din awake...bt its alrdy late then v rush 2 bus stop 2 catch cab...guess waD??im stil sleepy n my eyes is blur...sumore worse its rainin n warm.then after v reach uni, i noe i wuz walkin like mabuk wif 2 bags n a umbrella, then i luk 2 sp corner itz so empty,bt gt a group of indian guyz siting ter.after i luk them i feel lk i noe sum1 frm tat group, bt i cnnt luk clearly,n its blur,coz im sleepy n i din bring my spec/lens.n i juz walk then oni i feel lk i juz saw JUSTIN!!!! i cant BELIEVE it!seriously its justin at sp corner.hahahahaha...my sleepy mood all gone after i saw him.then sumore worse i wuz like sakkai gurl,wear short pants& slipper...hahaxx...then i go n talk 2 him...4 a while oni(about 1 minit) he cm ter wif hiz frn n gt problem ter.n later he wil go 2 his couz plc..then after i talk 2 him i dun noe y,i in damn hapi mood n kept smiling...kalaii tot tat i in <3 wif him...bt i cnnt answer her question??ehmm....then in xam tym aso i damn hyperactive..kept shoutin during xam, bully my frns all..hahaxx...then after xam v go 2 sp corner then v chiao 2 humtown...ermm..such a sweet memories....UNPREDICTABLE MEETING!!! then at 10.45pm oni i reach my hum...sigh!!hum sweet hum!! ={^.^}=...i cnt 4get d dayz in my life...lolx!!

way 2 pudu...haiz!!

yesterday i n bri went 2 pudu 4 purchase ticket 2 bck 2 hum..bt unfortunately, our new frn who is MATHAN RAJ wanna gv him company 2 pj state. so v agree wif tat.Bt v aspect tat he could drive us 2 pudu 4 buy ticket..bt wat was happen is he wanted 2 park his car at lrt station n took lrt 2 pudu...haiz!!i damn pissed n cal him tel him tat v dun hv tym 2 teman him...v lie 2 him tat v gt dicussion til 5.Then he aso ok wit tat.so after in a while i stop sms n cl him, suddenly i gt a cl frm new num?????guess who??hehe..KAMARAJ(horney raj)*kalaii named it*..hahaxx...swt!! i juz oni frn wif him.then i n bri stil took UTAR bus 2 asiajaya then frm ter v tuk lrt 2 central market.the worse thing u noe wat??? HEAVY RAINING!!!damn v stucked!! dun noe wat 2bt v stil kept goin 2 pudu..after v reach ter, v couldnt find ticket 4 bm..haiz!!its almost take us 1 hr 2 find ticket,sumore kalaii pissed us off...wen v cal her she doesnt pick up d fon.then v doesnt want 2 stuck in traffic,coz ots goin 2 5.30pm..as u noe office hour over!!bt v couldnt make it.so wat bri did is she cal kamaraj 2 help!!bt v tot he said cnnt!suddenly he cl us n tel he is on d way 2 fetch us!thanked GOD..then v waited 4 him at near the PS(petaling street).then he n his frn (1 malay dude)cm 2 fetch us.thanx kamaraj!...hehe...then later v ask him 2 drop us at lrt station,bt he drop bri at her hse..shit!!im alone!!then he ask me wer m i suppose 2 go??so i said 2 tmn jaya.then he ask me wer m i stayin,i said at tmn sri sentosa..then he said tat he passed by tat place so he cn sent me bck hum.shit!kantoi lar me!!im alone sumore!!bt c his face its trustable...lolz!then i stil follow him..i reali appreciate him 4 sent me bck hum b4 7pm.later cm hum take my shower as usual sat in front of laptop n doin my assignment.then slept!d next day i cnnt woke up 4 my clz..shit!i missed my 1st clz =p..bt im stil tired!!*sobs*