im sick...

after long tym, i gt sick...its like high fever, cough n flu....im weak nw...bt wen im sick i feel like wan sum1 2 take care of me evry n each sec...n love me like a princess like kiss my forehead wen i wuz in sick...hehe...i hope sure u all noe i meant who??? bt i du noe it will happen o nt?? if he read tiz..i hope he wont angry wif me...im sorie justin... i doesnt noe who 2 share tiz?? wen i tel kalaii bout tiz,she ask me 2 stop thinkin bout him...bt i trust n believe my love...sure 1dy it will turn up...im WAITING 4 DAY!!!! im dare face tat....

feel free...bt not so...

ermm...after sumtym..nw oni i start 2 blog again...coz im screw up wif my assignment shit!!! n din sleep, eat properly...bt v stil gt tym 4 clubbin n do christmas shops..although i din do my assignment.more than tat, wat i din expected wuz goin on*duno wat m i crapin*...i din aspect tat kamaraj wil approach 2 me...i reli shock n disapointed. coz i din think him as different way.. i think him as a frn.bt the way tat he thought tat im d 1 in love wit him...bt b4 tat i gt a feelin 4 a another guyz..which is JUSTIN...bt im nt rdy 2 tel him tat im in <3.bt i feel tat he noe bout tiz...n he juz dun gv a damn...*sobs*..guys alwiz d same...bt he is nt..he is much more different frm other guyz tat i knew...although my most of frn noe bout tiz they force me 2 tel him..bt i cant coz i scared i lost my frnship wif him...i nvr ever gt a frn like him...although v less get in touch..bt i nt even 1nce i luk down on him...although he drink o smoke...although sumtimes he ignore my conversation in msn, bt im stil hapi 4 tat...n almost evrydy i chat wif him...after i chat, duno frm wer d smile in my face appear...lukin at his conversation...wat is d main reason i dun wan tel him??? i doesnt wan 2 tel him coz i scared tat he dun wan 2 accept me n although he doesnt wan i stil cn accept tat bt if he lost in touch wif me mean its wil hurt me alot...i dun wan lost him 4ever..although i nvr tel him 1dy i wil realize tat a girl love him so much until nt dare 2 tell him...newayz i miss him so much...*I MISS U JUSTIN*...more than tat im a immatured girl... i doenst like 2 take anything serious..alwiz play in evry matter...bt in this matter i cnnt think as a game...its srew me up..n its nt a high skool <3 or wat...mayb it cn b 4ever....*y m i talkin like i alrdy couple up wif him....hahahaha*....4get bout d prev sentences...i noe im nt preety o attractive..n more than tat im agree tat im vry tall coz of this most of them wont luk bck 2 me...mayb who noe d same feelin aso he might cn hv it....i hope my wish wil cum true...hehehe..n most important things i dun care hw mny ages i will b waitin...

This house is waiting, Waiting to again be a home,

Waiting as I am To be complete.

My life is waiting For you to come And hold my hand

And walk with me through tomorrow.

My world is waiting For my life to begin

And time to again Have meaning.

All and everything, And I, Await the day of joy,

The day of life, The day of love...

I am here waiting Waiting and yearning for you.

I am here waiting Waiting for the light in your eyes

To shine like a newborn star That will shine on forever.

I am here waiting Waiting for your love To finally find me.

I am here waiting It seems like forever,

Endlessly hoping That my dreams will survive,

For just one more day,

One more day I’ll spend dreaming,

dreaming, Endlessly dreaming and waiting…

Waiting for you...

I wish my bf do tiz 4 me....

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
  • be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
  • be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
  • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
  • get her mad, then kiss her.
  • tease her and let her tease you back.
  • stay up all night with her when she's sick.
  • watch her favorite movie with her.
  • kiss her forehead.
  • give her the world.
  • write her letters.
  • let her wear your clothes.
  • when she's sad, hang out with her.
  • let her know she's important.
  • let her take all the photos she wants of you.
  

• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

unaspected meet at SP corner

after d incident at pudu,next day, evry1 of us seat 4 xam(webpage) n goin bck 2 humtown coz 4 long leave,its juzt about 3 dayz..hehe...4 sure i nvr prepare it at all,then after clz i, kalaii, bri& rachel planed 2 go bri hse 4 stdy...bt wat wuz happen is kalaii pissed me off coz shout at me n make me cry... :( then i went bck 2 campus,bt kalaii n bri follow me behind then bring me hum.bt im stil tired n dun hv mood 2 do revision.so wat v wuz did is SLEEP!! n do our revision in dream...haha...then rachel put alarm aso v din awake...bt its alrdy late then v rush 2 bus stop 2 catch cab...guess waD??im stil sleepy n my eyes is blur...sumore worse its rainin n warm.then after v reach uni, i noe i wuz walkin like mabuk wif 2 bags n a umbrella, then i luk 2 sp corner itz so empty,bt gt a group of indian guyz siting ter.after i luk them i feel lk i noe sum1 frm tat group, bt i cnnt luk clearly,n its blur,coz im sleepy n i din bring my spec/lens.n i juz walk then oni i feel lk i juz saw JUSTIN!!!! i cant BELIEVE it!seriously its justin at sp corner.hahahahaha...my sleepy mood all gone after i saw him.then sumore worse i wuz like sakkai gurl,wear short pants& slipper...hahaxx...then i go n talk 2 him...4 a while oni(about 1 minit) he cm ter wif hiz frn n gt problem ter.n later he wil go 2 his couz plc..then after i talk 2 him i dun noe y,i in damn hapi mood n kept smiling...kalaii tot tat i in <3 wif him...bt i cnnt answer her question??ehmm....then in xam tym aso i damn hyperactive..kept shoutin during xam, bully my frns all..hahaxx...then after xam v go 2 sp corner then v chiao 2 humtown...ermm..such a sweet memories....UNPREDICTABLE MEETING!!! then at 10.45pm oni i reach my hum...sigh!!hum sweet hum!! ={^.^}=...i cnt 4get d dayz in my life...lolx!!

way 2 pudu...haiz!!

yesterday i n bri went 2 pudu 4 purchase ticket 2 bck 2 hum..bt unfortunately, our new frn who is MATHAN RAJ wanna gv him company 2 pj state. so v agree wif tat.Bt v aspect tat he could drive us 2 pudu 4 buy ticket..bt wat was happen is he wanted 2 park his car at lrt station n took lrt 2 pudu...haiz!!i damn pissed n cal him tel him tat v dun hv tym 2 teman him...v lie 2 him tat v gt dicussion til 5.Then he aso ok wit tat.so after in a while i stop sms n cl him, suddenly i gt a cl frm new num?????guess who??hehe..KAMARAJ(horney raj)*kalaii named it*..hahaxx...swt!! i juz oni frn wif him.then i n bri stil took UTAR bus 2 asiajaya then frm ter v tuk lrt 2 central market.the worse thing u noe wat??? HEAVY RAINING!!!damn v stucked!! dun noe wat 2bt v stil kept goin 2 pudu..after v reach ter, v couldnt find ticket 4 bm..haiz!!its almost take us 1 hr 2 find ticket,sumore kalaii pissed us off...wen v cal her she doesnt pick up d fon.then v doesnt want 2 stuck in traffic,coz ots goin 2 5.30pm..as u noe office hour over!!bt v couldnt make it.so wat bri did is she cal kamaraj 2 help!!bt v tot he said cnnt!suddenly he cl us n tel he is on d way 2 fetch us!thanked GOD..then v waited 4 him at near the PS(petaling street).then he n his frn (1 malay dude)cm 2 fetch us.thanx kamaraj!...hehe...then later v ask him 2 drop us at lrt station,bt he drop bri at her hse..shit!!im alone!!then he ask me wer m i suppose 2 go??so i said 2 tmn jaya.then he ask me wer m i stayin,i said at tmn sri sentosa..then he said tat he passed by tat place so he cn sent me bck hum.shit!kantoi lar me!!im alone sumore!!bt c his face its trustable...lolz!then i stil follow him..i reali appreciate him 4 sent me bck hum b4 7pm.later cm hum take my shower as usual sat in front of laptop n doin my assignment.then slept!d next day i cnnt woke up 4 my clz..shit!i missed my 1st clz =p..bt im stil tired!!*sobs*

tired!!

YEsTERday Sat, i n Bri Wen 2 tiMeZ 2 meeT Kalaii...coz kalaii mum weNt BcK 2 SingaPore..So She Hv 2takE Care Of Her 2 lil Bro POo & JEevAn...so AfTer CLz I n bRi TuK MetRo Bus Til kl senTral 2 TaKE monoRail...BUT it happen a BIg StorY Tat MOnoRaiL BroKEn DOwn...I N BRi Waitin 4 Buy TIcket ALmost 30min...haiz!! atLAst V couldnt get reach 2 buy Ticket COz d rail Delay 4 Few Hours..So I N bri decide 2 TAke Bus 2 PuDu...So Tat V tuk Cab Frm Ter...But way wuz HAppen is D driver CHarge $20 2 TIMez..so i said 2 Bri I raTHeR Walk 2 TImez..itz takes about 20min 2 reach TImez...Once ReacH ,my feet Pain Like hell...i realy cnnt stnd wiF d pain ...then i PlaN 2 Buy A sliper..then i ,kalaii, bri, bought same slipers...then oni i feel better...sigh!! later on,kalaii bring her 2 bro 4 cosmo play..WhiLe i n Bri doin ShoppIng...after SHoppIng..i n vri found 1 place 2 rest our ass..then waitIn 4 kaLaii...WhiLe WAitin I n Bri CheckOut D Ppl In KL DaMn Weird...Evry Kind Of Ppl V BumpEd Into...hehe..n i bought An AnklEt...about 8.30pm i reaCh hum... then later after i reach hum i tuk my bath n online...hehe as usual i saw justin online 2...hapi gile...bt din chat wif him 4 a moment...then i start 2 chat wif him til late nite...i knew tat he din cm down 2 pj...so i chat wif him as usual...so iask him tat he wil cm 2 church o nt??he said nt sure..so i said tat im here 4 pray 4 him 2...then he thanked me...i juz add on oni thanx ar??haha...then he ask me wat i wan..so i straight ask i wan a kiss & hug...dun waste his $...he agree 2 gv it...im feel surprise...then i ask him bck it will happen o nt...then he said...sumhow 4sure it will happen 1 day...i feel damn hapi...i dun noe y??

ermmm....he quiet fun...bt sumtym nope{=^_^=}... i like HIm...

xam...crap

when xam is in d corner most of d candidate will do wat??...ermm..STUDY..but me all d tym sleepin..if xam in d corner..i will sleep much more time...n nt well prepared 4 sure...after reach xam hall, sure blur case..lookin at frn face and searchin 4 d answer...haiz!! summore worse wrong timing...u noe as usual PEE JAY after 5pm...gone lar...stuck in traffic jam...haiz!!haiz!!reach hum about 7pm...then straight away hving a nap...n aso overslept...woke up at 10pm...n take bath... as usual ...cnnt run frm d topic...hehe...go online d oni person tat i like 2 chat is juzz..although ter is alot of them is buzz i dun gv a damn...except "utarian"..if once juzz wuz offline..i aso bubye 2 msn...hehe...bt sum how..i juz feel tat...he tried 2 escape frm me...coz i noe i damn annoying..evrytym he came online sure i wanna chat...overall i acts as a loose frn for him...bt i still enjoy it...sumtym i feel if i gt a bf like him sure i will enjoy it...bt i dun wanna involve in tat relationship for nw...nw 4 me is evrythin is focus on stdy n enjoy wif frn...more than tat of course my famili...i muz enjoy wif them 1st b4 i find my MR.RITE... is it true tat everythin is clearer when we're in love??did u agree wif tiz sentences?? i confuse with it...bt 4 me...evrythin is gone when ur in love...haha..great aite!!

great hip hop...

the VideO INsPiRE Me ALot.... I LIKE TheIr moVe alot...especiallY d LasT PaRt... AWEsome!!i took Tiz ViDEo FRm you tube...b4 TaT thanx 2 SAsi who Show me D ViDEo at Uni... & itz LoveLy Song2...2 thumbs up!!!

I hope u GUYz SUre Like It....

EmO =(

I wuZ HApi 4 FEw dayZ AgO,BT Nw AFteR I Hv A CaL FRm CheCI tat ShE Cum BcK 2MoRrow Wif ammama??????

& sUmoRE wOrSE Thing MY FAMILY COME DOWN 2 KL 4 meeT me ...N also wanna PUt UP a niTe aT mY HSe.UNfortuantly, AMmama cum down,so if possible My PArentz wont cum 2 kl..haiz!!!!!....i wuz hapi tat after 1 MOntH I goIn c MY ParRENts & aso V plaN 2 Do CHristmas SHopping Then SUNday I go 2 CHuRCH wif mY PArENtZ...ALL GONE!!!!!!

mum & dad i missed u all so much....:(

havin bad day...bt im stil hapi...

tiz few dayz,i hvin a bad day...i lost my money.. haiz!!!
then ,d 2nd day i lost my thumb drive... nt only me lost money my group of lost $$$$

*me $40*

*sasi $100*

*kalaii $600*

*sumitha $50*

*brigitha $30*

y?? itz happenin lar?? who is d 1 doin tiz lar??haiz!!

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im very happy 4 no reason..althought alot of things happen...more than tat,i got full mark 4 my web page assesement....hehe...i dun noe y nwdayz i feel wanna avoid sumone...bt i stil cnnt stop thinkin about d sumone(sori i cnnt tel d name n gender) ... dun noe y...hope itz ntg!!...hmmm...sumore wat ar??yeah...after a long time,tat day justin chat wif me make me vry hapi..hehe...

*GASPER*... (cnnt 4get his frn)

more than tat, he is quiet good ...i juz admire he alot... sumore d worse thing henry noe about justin..haiz!! non- stop bullyin me...y he must do tat??? evryday tat i start 2 talk sure gt justin name appear...TEDDY U KILLING ME.... hehe...noty fella all...newayz guys i goin 2 missed u all vry much...especially

bri

henry

sumitha

kalai

luv u guyz!!!!!

my body art...N FUl Of CrAp

oouch...hehe actuali is a tattoo..tat v draw by own..

Jazz did tiz...mine,B &Jazz


nice o nt...i juz luv d pattern...

wer Jazz did it near my neck...itz juz luk sexy..


emo love near my shoulder...

tats my chinese writing..i did tiz 4 henry...*teddy*

Nwdays, i prefer 2 tattoo,its just luk sexy ,beautiful &cute

BUT

We christian cnnt put tattoo....

is a SIN we hurt our body....

So we stil cn draw wit marker 2 make ourslf cute n sexy.. *ryt*

HEHE....

DUn noE wat 2 cRap...

ERmmmm......yeah!!i gt story

YsterdY I CaL JUSTIn,He SeRIously like 2 malUkan me...haiZ!!

I Noe lar Im NT as Smart AS he is...n ask me 2 tel bed time story...JUSTin U KILLING ME....

then later HE unwanted Guess cm dOwn N HE put dOwn d fon..he SAid He cal ME bck Later...BT 4 SUre lar HE woNT cAL me BCK =P....KeKEkEKeKEke

Newayz justin...I MISS U ALOT...

eyes....

hehe...cute ryt!!swt!

hw bout my eyes...keke..

its damn hot...i juz admire the eyes alot...

eye shadow wif blck and green

beautiful eye lashes wit blue and black...

a eye tat color wif few colors...

wat do think when we talk about our important organ eyes??Its quiet interesting ryt!!Dun noe y nwdays i loves 2 see eyes alot..its like sumting power in tat... did u noe tat we can recongnise pplz true & false frm eyes..whether they are lyin o tellin d truth... When u decorate the eyes, sure its luk beatiful ryt!! so wat i did ystrdy like goin online,suddenly i was thinkin about eyes, so wat i did i search 4 d pic and it really impressed me alot...Did u noe sumthing?? The only organ tat hv cap is our eyes...*cool ryt*

sick of life :(

ermm...today i feel damn tired and sick...i dun understand y justin ignore me in msn did i damn annoying????i feel bad..i feel wanna talk 2 him but...haiz!! Dun wan lar...Mayb i damn annoyin...*chriz control,his not ur bf*.....im sorie justin..='(

my health condition getting worse n worse...haiz!!im sick of my life..wen i bck frm Uni...on my way 2 tmn jaya 2 take bas i waz about 2 faint..my leg numb!!y it is happen??im reallygot shock!!coz i nvr hv been happen lk tiz b4....im alone sumore..no 1 is wit me...mum n dad i missed u all very much...im suffer here alone...

i like him...

Thiz was the potrait i draw..i like it alot

Justin Jonathan
his cool look and serious


i like when he wore cap,he look cool

In age of 18, most of the girls owned bf in their teen.but me abit different complicated but still single. Last tym i use to have bf, but my bf dumb and leave me.So from that, i doesn't wish to have one.But it really bored & disappointed when we doesn't have anyone to love, to care & to protect us. on the other hand, i feel is much more better that i doesn't have bf.Cause i can do whatever i like to do.If have bf i have to follow his words more... More than that, most of girlz also have secret admire or like a guy.The same thing goes to me. I like a guy whose name Justin aka Juzz. Last time i hate guys who smoke, drink, clubbing and do every kind of thing that doesn't prefer by most of the girlz. In contrast, Juzz was in that group. For him drink and smoke was Gold! seriously he cannot live without drink. Although, he is like that,he really very kind and know how to treat a girl.i knew him for more than 1 year.First i added him in friendster then i view his profile and tell my friend,he is not a guy that suit us at all.But then, i look at his picture for 1st tym, he doesnt look like a bad guy.So i decide to know about him more and i added him msn. But when i added him in msn, im reali scared to chat with him. When he come online i will offline and escape from chatting with him.One day, when i came to kl my friend, Lydia accidentally sign in my msn.On that tym juzz was online and he *nudge* me.So i tell to Lydia ignore him.But she pretend like me and chat with him .And later on, i continue chat with him.From that conversation, i feel he quiet interesting and he owned a different character that I feel no one have it.I use to chat with him nearly 6 months but not once also we exchange our contact number.Then one day what i did is call him out for movie or else.then only i ask for his contact.After i got his contact no. also i still scared to sms or call him.But we couldn't make it to meet each other.By the time i also leave the topic about our meeting. A few day later, i ask him what church did he go? then he say Assumption at PJ.So what i did i went to church on Sunday with my frens for first time.When we go a church that we never been the first thing we must do is make 3 wish.So i make wish.the 1st wish that i make is i must see Justin coincidentally in the church.and it was happen in following week, when i went to church,its really amazing i saw him for first time. I don't know what to do after i saw him.Cause is my first wish that already done. i thanked god for saw him.then as normal every time he came online then i chat with him and become his close friend now.For his birthday, i bought for him a gift.In my life, this was the first time i bought gift for a guy that i like.And also he is the guy that i make friend for long time.Before that there is alot of guy who play in my feeling never had been a good friend for me.After sometime, i tell my parents about Justin that my good friend.One night i had dreamt about him.It is about he come to my house and ask my parents to married me.*haha*.This dream make me laugh at the same time make me shock!! So i tell about this dream to him and he shock too.He cant believe that he will did this.*haha*.Whenever i think about this i wont turn back normal without a smile.From that i become his wife and he is my hubby.I like whenever he bully me and i bully him back.I like his coolness,and he less smile to people and I like his apperance alot especially his curly hair and his beard.*hehehe*.And of course his sexy voice,that i cant forget when i talk to him for first time.I was damn nervous and sweating when im talking to him in the phone.After few time i talk to him, my conversation with him turn normal.But whenever i feel i wanna talk to him,1st i will ask his permission before i call him.Cause Im afraid that he will feel annoying or i call him in wrong time.From overall he being my good friend . I wish i could have a life partner or bf just like him.